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Monday, October 8, 2012
DAILY GUIDANCE: 7th October
DAILY GUIDANCE: 7th October: THE Gohonzon is endowed with the limitless and absolute powers of the Buddha and the Law, but we receive them according to our powers of fai...
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
隋棠
有時候，被別人傷害，嘴上講沒事，其實心裏難過的要死。
有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。
有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，
有時候，卻麻木的像個笨蛋。
有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力
其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。
學會比以前快樂，即使難過，也要微笑著面對。
學會冷血，只對對我好的人好。
學會孤獨，沒有誰會把你當寶護著，世界總是孤單的。
學會絕情，該留的就留，該放手就放手。
學會珍惜，知心的朋友已經不多，如果再不珍惜，
有時候，常常在回憶裏掙扎，有很多過去無法釋懷。
有時候，很容易感動別人的關懷，
有時候，卻麻木的像個笨蛋。
有時候，看著時間一點點流逝，任憑歎息，自己卻無能為力
其實，有時候，真的會想這麼多。
學會比以前快樂，即使難過，也要微笑著面對。
學會冷血，只對對我好的人好。
學會孤獨，沒有誰會把你當寶護著，世界總是孤單的。
學會絕情，該留的就留，該放手就放手。
學會珍惜，知心的朋友已經不多，如果再不珍惜，
就真的只剩下自己了。
學會堅強，其實一個人也可以活得漂亮，自己哭給自己聽。
學會忘記，不能活在過去的時光中，
記憶已經逝去，繼續現在的生活。
學會長大，不能再那麼任性，
那麼幼稚，那麼孩子氣。
學會堅強，其實一個人也可以活得漂亮，自己哭給自己聽。
學會忘記，不能活在過去的時光中，
記憶已經逝去，繼續現在的生活。
學會長大，不能再那麼任性，
那麼幼稚，那麼孩子氣。
人生如夢，歲月無情，
驀然回首，才發現人活著是一種心情，
窮也好、富也好、得也好、失也好，
一切都是過眼雲煙。
一切順其自然就好。
驀然回首，才發現人活著是一種心情，
窮也好、富也好、得也好、失也好，
一切都是過眼雲煙。
一切順其自然就好。
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
4 hours and 30 minutes!
Dearest,
Same brekkie routine, and today I would not be late to Katrina place. I forgotten where is the entrance and I walked around like silly girl both door twice.
And funnily, I could not press the level number. And the elevator went up, a girl enter and I asked her for assistance and I am getting confuse and confuse. I was out of first floor yesterday entrance. I tried to re-enter and I managed to press level 8 this time.
Confusing moment passed, serious time has come. Before we started to chant, she shared another passage to encourage me =) I feel so warm in heart. Thank you so much Katrina! You are just as nice as Jamie! Appreciated so much being supported by you guys. She has not had her lunch yet but chanted an hour with me first.
Our objective to end at 6pm today as I don't mind anytime. During 4pm I am getting hungry and I could not concentrate very much. I was invited to eat croissant before but I wasn't hungry at that time but I feel like having one for a short break. She made me coffee too to boost up my energy =) She asked if I play any sports, as she likes badminton but no kaki, so do I! We have common interest and religions. We should find a time and 2 more kaki to startup the activity.
After short break recharge energy, we continue our chanting to 6pm. I managed to end up with 4 hours and 30 minutes. Thats the highlight for today!
Katrina is going to buy some cups for tomorrow meeting use as there are nothing much at her place. She need honey too because our throat are very dry and slightly sore after long hour chanting. Also, she unable to found it at Woolworths.
I am leaving with a happy mood and we make appointment to do the same at next Saturday too! Sunday she's gonna do cleaning at VCC probably that is the only rest day for me next week to catch up more assignments.
XOXO
Same brekkie routine, and today I would not be late to Katrina place. I forgotten where is the entrance and I walked around like silly girl both door twice.
And funnily, I could not press the level number. And the elevator went up, a girl enter and I asked her for assistance and I am getting confuse and confuse. I was out of first floor yesterday entrance. I tried to re-enter and I managed to press level 8 this time.
Confusing moment passed, serious time has come. Before we started to chant, she shared another passage to encourage me =) I feel so warm in heart. Thank you so much Katrina! You are just as nice as Jamie! Appreciated so much being supported by you guys. She has not had her lunch yet but chanted an hour with me first.
Our objective to end at 6pm today as I don't mind anytime. During 4pm I am getting hungry and I could not concentrate very much. I was invited to eat croissant before but I wasn't hungry at that time but I feel like having one for a short break. She made me coffee too to boost up my energy =) She asked if I play any sports, as she likes badminton but no kaki, so do I! We have common interest and religions. We should find a time and 2 more kaki to startup the activity.
After short break recharge energy, we continue our chanting to 6pm. I managed to end up with 4 hours and 30 minutes. Thats the highlight for today!
Katrina is going to buy some cups for tomorrow meeting use as there are nothing much at her place. She need honey too because our throat are very dry and slightly sore after long hour chanting. Also, she unable to found it at Woolworths.
I am leaving with a happy mood and we make appointment to do the same at next Saturday too! Sunday she's gonna do cleaning at VCC probably that is the only rest day for me next week to catch up more assignments.
XOXO
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Amazing Saturday!
Dearest,
Woke up late at 10:30am because it is Saturday! Tired to get up early during weekdays.
Milk has expired and no quick oats for meal today. Going to finish the chocolate sponge rolls and my daily Nescafe energy intake! woohoo~
Finish last episode of 拳王 紧张时刻...
Woke up late at 10:30am because it is Saturday! Tired to get up early during weekdays.
Milk has expired and no quick oats for meal today. Going to finish the chocolate sponge rolls and my daily Nescafe energy intake! woohoo~
Finish last episode of 拳王 紧张时刻...
After finish watching, leaving home to station. Unfortunately, I missed the train I planned to catch. >.< The next train does not go loop and have to catch opposite train back to Southern Cross from Flinders. Boring weekend public transport!
Informed Katrina that I will be running a bit late and by the time I got there I almost lost in direction. I found out I was walking in the long way, through Etihad stadium on another exit from Southern Cross is much quicker. And the building has two entrance one at Level 1 on the main road, another at Level 4 gym and Etihad stadium area. So confusing. She has to come down and fetch me up. On the other hand, she's waiting her bro to grab stuffs.
When we are about to start chanting is already 1:45pm. We are going to end chanting around 5pm. In total 3 hours and 32 minutes daimoku campaign accomplished for today! =D By the end, I was running out of voice.
Katrina share short passage from the guidance book from Singapore. She is such a nice person. The place she's staying right now has beautiful view facing Dockland, it will be so beautiful when all lights on in the night. But it is costly too! $500 per week is not something you can afford without stable job. She sent me down when I leave to show me the way to Southern Cross at Level 4.
I had a missed called from parent on Skype in the afternoon around 2pm. There will be no electricity tomorrow for old klang road area therefore they called in advanced. We have been chatting for two and a half hour while having my Maggie dinner LoL
Me jeje called me while I was cooking maggie and cracking eggs lol. She told me to catch up with sis on Tuesday. Bro cannot make it thats okay. Hmm... Oh well, this make me harder because I find it so hard to talk to sis. Called her twice she's not picking up phone. Then she finalize to meet up and then I called bro, he confirmed to come as well which make it easier for me. So hard to communicate with them. Texted me jeje again and she wanted to be early as 6pm-6:30pm =/ Have to informed them again and re-confirmed with me jeje~ She told to ask us decide what to eat on that night. I can't wait to collect all my stuffs as I need them so much to recharge my mental. >.<"
Me jeje called me while I was cooking maggie and cracking eggs lol. She told me to catch up with sis on Tuesday. Bro cannot make it thats okay. Hmm... Oh well, this make me harder because I find it so hard to talk to sis. Called her twice she's not picking up phone. Then she finalize to meet up and then I called bro, he confirmed to come as well which make it easier for me. So hard to communicate with them. Texted me jeje again and she wanted to be early as 6pm-6:30pm =/ Have to informed them again and re-confirmed with me jeje~ She told to ask us decide what to eat on that night. I can't wait to collect all my stuffs as I need them so much to recharge my mental. >.<"
Mom is so lovely and I always admire her abilities almost every perspective view. She is an amazing woman, housewife, mom that contribute and sacrificed a lot.
Dad is always in a straight face scares me all the time. I realized that our conversation has become less and lesser. =(
Tomorrow about the same time, I will be at Katrina place for chanting again. Lucia once wrote me an email - enjoy chanting as though you are singing the song of life and its potential!
Be blessed.
XOXO
Friday, May 18, 2012
Boring day
Dearest,
Nothing much happening today. I was suppose to go get my vacuum cleaner today but Immy 'put me in flight' situation and therefore no vacuum cleaner to be used yet! =.="
Just done an hour and 20 minutes chanting at VCC. Toshi and Kyoko-san leaving to Sydney tonight for conference so I must leave around 4.30pm-4.45pm.
XOXO
Nothing much happening today. I was suppose to go get my vacuum cleaner today but Immy 'put me in flight' situation and therefore no vacuum cleaner to be used yet! =.="
Just done an hour and 20 minutes chanting at VCC. Toshi and Kyoko-san leaving to Sydney tonight for conference so I must leave around 4.30pm-4.45pm.
XOXO
Thursday, May 17, 2012
Chanting night @ Parkville
Dearest,
In the early morning, I texted Katrina wonder if she would join tonight chanting session at Mel place. She called me during Rocco class to confirm. And I texted Mel to confirm both of us will be there tonight so she's noticed. Friendly Mel invited to catch train at 6.25pm from Melbourne Central =p but I will be going from Footscray so it isn't that convenience for me to travel to city.
Had a rush day in the afternoon because I missed the tram to Maribyrnong after class finish.
Fortunately, I still manage to chant half an hour at VCC and then go home to finish the leftover pizza on Tuesday. Somehow, there is still some time for me to rest awhile before heading to station.
When I reached Flemington Bridge station, I met Katrina, we are actually on the same train. Never thought that Mel has already got home. Both me and Katrina were waiting inside the shelter to wait for Mel. There was a black guy grab my newspaper from my knee without asking. He is ridiculous rude! And I kept starring at him! The woman next to him take it over and hand it back to me but I rejected politely.
Never thought it would happened in this area. How unsafe! Sanshoshimasu for him =.=:
Turn on my GPS app on iPhone and start tracking the map to Mel place because we are first time here. Initially, I was in the wrong direction and have to U-turn. By the time we get there, we have to search the house number in the dark because the lights are so dim. >.<" Carl Suen is back after we got in not longer. Mel is so fortunate to stay with SGI members with Carl Suen, Dave. Met another member, Fiona. It is 7:10pm when we started chanting session. It was tiring but enjoyable an hour session.
In total, my accomplishment daimoku for today is one and a half hour =)
Katrina wants to leave after short catch up because it will be late for her to get back. I stayed with Fiona because Mel and Fiona gonna do buddy meeting for session 3 coming meeting on Monday night. Since I have never do it before, I am interested to do it with them. I have not read the passage yet because I don't own a copy of Indigo. Therefore Mel is gonna email me the PDF file. Thanks to her, I got to read it before Victor email me as usual before the meeting held at Epping.
Fiona know siblings and she told that both sis and me does look alike. Bro is no longer active in activities, no idea why. The only thing I could do is pray for his faith to back. She caught tram and I have to wait 17 minutes for train. Called parent on Skype to make sure I am safe and to catch up happening on both of our side.
Finally, train here. So busy to chat in Talkbox with Jack. Eventually made me missed getting down North Melbourne station and transfer train at Southern Cross. =/
By the time got home is about 10pm something.
XOXO
In the early morning, I texted Katrina wonder if she would join tonight chanting session at Mel place. She called me during Rocco class to confirm. And I texted Mel to confirm both of us will be there tonight so she's noticed. Friendly Mel invited to catch train at 6.25pm from Melbourne Central =p but I will be going from Footscray so it isn't that convenience for me to travel to city.
Had a rush day in the afternoon because I missed the tram to Maribyrnong after class finish.
Fortunately, I still manage to chant half an hour at VCC and then go home to finish the leftover pizza on Tuesday. Somehow, there is still some time for me to rest awhile before heading to station.
When I reached Flemington Bridge station, I met Katrina, we are actually on the same train. Never thought that Mel has already got home. Both me and Katrina were waiting inside the shelter to wait for Mel. There was a black guy grab my newspaper from my knee without asking. He is ridiculous rude! And I kept starring at him! The woman next to him take it over and hand it back to me but I rejected politely.
Never thought it would happened in this area. How unsafe! Sanshoshimasu for him =.=:
Turn on my GPS app on iPhone and start tracking the map to Mel place because we are first time here. Initially, I was in the wrong direction and have to U-turn. By the time we get there, we have to search the house number in the dark because the lights are so dim. >.<" Carl Suen is back after we got in not longer. Mel is so fortunate to stay with SGI members with Carl Suen, Dave. Met another member, Fiona. It is 7:10pm when we started chanting session. It was tiring but enjoyable an hour session.
In total, my accomplishment daimoku for today is one and a half hour =)
Katrina wants to leave after short catch up because it will be late for her to get back. I stayed with Fiona because Mel and Fiona gonna do buddy meeting for session 3 coming meeting on Monday night. Since I have never do it before, I am interested to do it with them. I have not read the passage yet because I don't own a copy of Indigo. Therefore Mel is gonna email me the PDF file. Thanks to her, I got to read it before Victor email me as usual before the meeting held at Epping.
Fiona know siblings and she told that both sis and me does look alike. Bro is no longer active in activities, no idea why. The only thing I could do is pray for his faith to back. She caught tram and I have to wait 17 minutes for train. Called parent on Skype to make sure I am safe and to catch up happening on both of our side.
Finally, train here. So busy to chat in Talkbox with Jack. Eventually made me missed getting down North Melbourne station and transfer train at Southern Cross. =/
By the time got home is about 10pm something.
XOXO
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
An unusual routine
Dearest,
Another minor happy news to everyone. I scored 18 out of 20 / 90 out of 100 percent for Charles class - Develop and Implement Strategic Plans assessment 2.
Why I titled as an unusual routine? Because I went to groceries shopping after finish an hour chanting at VCC today. I shop at the usual Vietnamese convenience store to get some maggies as I am running low of stock. I also bought a pack of Genmai tea and sardin tin from Ayam brand Malaysia. I cannot believe I still can't live without Malaysia food.
To simplify my dinner - Maggie will be a quick and easy solution. Eggs and steamboat meat is my best supplement to accompany with ms.Maggie XD
XOXO
Another minor happy news to everyone. I scored 18 out of 20 / 90 out of 100 percent for Charles class - Develop and Implement Strategic Plans assessment 2.
Why I titled as an unusual routine? Because I went to groceries shopping after finish an hour chanting at VCC today. I shop at the usual Vietnamese convenience store to get some maggies as I am running low of stock. I also bought a pack of Genmai tea and sardin tin from Ayam brand Malaysia. I cannot believe I still can't live without Malaysia food.
To simplify my dinner - Maggie will be a quick and easy solution. Eggs and steamboat meat is my best supplement to accompany with ms.Maggie XD
XOXO
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
$2 Pizza Hut
Dearest,
A new assignment has been assigned in George class. On the other hand, I have received the result for major and I scored 37 out of 40 percent. I must say that I am proud of myself to be successful in this difficulty time with all teacher support and encouragement.
This is my highlight for today.
After Tafe, I went to VCC and manage to did an hour chanting. On the way back, I collected Pizza Hut - BBQ Bacon Mia at Ballarat Rd. It is very troublesome to wait for tram and pizza turn cold but is cheap! =/ I bought a few voucher from Living Social deal $2. The most terrible thing is you can purchase up to three vouchers only! ARGH! Every pizza save you $3. $3 x 3 = $9 x RM3 = RM27! See the differences when you compared?
Roomie was at home while I back to apartment. She's received electric bill and bising bising the bill turn up so high when she seldom at home and I am the only one so it should not cost too much. Well, I was away to Perth for two weeks and her mom was staying together with her and probably cooking costing?! I have totally no idea. I am okay with the bill because is only about $45 per month. Last time when staying alone at Unisity with AGL it cost $50 per month without using washing machine at all! So I find that is ok with Neighbourhood Energy and it save 10% everytime you pay before due date.
Have a good chat with mom & dad on Skype while having pizza. Yum!
Because of this incident happened, Becky took 2 and half hours to get back home (saw the post on fb). Well, this is very brave because the person threatened to jump which makes my eye blink. I have to clap hands for this whoever not because proud of him/her to jump but the courage to make the crowds over the railway network and no news has been reported. I wish I have that courage to jump but I can't... so many responsibilities I have to deal with =/ I know it may sound depressed somehow I just tired of my daily routines. And I still have not realized my mission and value to accomplish in this world. Damiano commented on the feedback, "lee what? you crazy girl. Becky - don't say that lee it not the answer."
I put a hard smile expression on my face when I looked at it. I have a bunch of classmates that care for me. How can I disappoint everyone? Except him. HE would NOT care anymore. I am still undergoing challenge through daimoku! I believe my sis, I believe through Gohonzon and daimoku, I can tell anything I want to HIM. Jamie once told me, "Yes Gohonzon can reach him - also youtube like sending a meditation message to someone mind to mind"
I was told by Toshi, chanting Daimoku has to be consistently, when you chant the future of fortune is building the happiness road; but if you stop, there's no further road to move on and once will be stuck again.
So appreciate all the philosophy I heard and it will be in my mind. I wish there will be a chance for me one day to stand on VCC stage and share my experience and can't wait the day to receive Gohonzon in appreciation.
XOXO
A new assignment has been assigned in George class. On the other hand, I have received the result for major and I scored 37 out of 40 percent. I must say that I am proud of myself to be successful in this difficulty time with all teacher support and encouragement.
This is my highlight for today.
After Tafe, I went to VCC and manage to did an hour chanting. On the way back, I collected Pizza Hut - BBQ Bacon Mia at Ballarat Rd. It is very troublesome to wait for tram and pizza turn cold but is cheap! =/ I bought a few voucher from Living Social deal $2. The most terrible thing is you can purchase up to three vouchers only! ARGH! Every pizza save you $3. $3 x 3 = $9 x RM3 = RM27! See the differences when you compared?
Roomie was at home while I back to apartment. She's received electric bill and bising bising the bill turn up so high when she seldom at home and I am the only one so it should not cost too much. Well, I was away to Perth for two weeks and her mom was staying together with her and probably cooking costing?! I have totally no idea. I am okay with the bill because is only about $45 per month. Last time when staying alone at Unisity with AGL it cost $50 per month without using washing machine at all! So I find that is ok with Neighbourhood Energy and it save 10% everytime you pay before due date.
Have a good chat with mom & dad on Skype while having pizza. Yum!
Because of this incident happened, Becky took 2 and half hours to get back home (saw the post on fb). Well, this is very brave because the person threatened to jump which makes my eye blink. I have to clap hands for this whoever not because proud of him/her to jump but the courage to make the crowds over the railway network and no news has been reported. I wish I have that courage to jump but I can't... so many responsibilities I have to deal with =/ I know it may sound depressed somehow I just tired of my daily routines. And I still have not realized my mission and value to accomplish in this world. Damiano commented on the feedback, "lee what? you crazy girl. Becky - don't say that lee it not the answer."
I put a hard smile expression on my face when I looked at it. I have a bunch of classmates that care for me. How can I disappoint everyone? Except him. HE would NOT care anymore. I am still undergoing challenge through daimoku! I believe my sis, I believe through Gohonzon and daimoku, I can tell anything I want to HIM. Jamie once told me, "Yes Gohonzon can reach him - also youtube like sending a meditation message to someone mind to mind"
I was told by Toshi, chanting Daimoku has to be consistently, when you chant the future of fortune is building the happiness road; but if you stop, there's no further road to move on and once will be stuck again.
So appreciate all the philosophy I heard and it will be in my mind. I wish there will be a chance for me one day to stand on VCC stage and share my experience and can't wait the day to receive Gohonzon in appreciation.
XOXO
Monday, May 14, 2012
Busy Monday
Dearest,
My busy Monday started after Daniel and I went to get my vacuum cleaner from K-mart. The stupid lid does not close tightly and therefore the lid could be lifted up when one finger =.="
We took it back for exchange and open up one ... follow by two... still the same. The whole batch of it are all like that =/ Depressed me without getting my things done! And my roomie vacuum cleaner has got something wrong and the suction is not good anymore.
Got myself one duffle coat and knit dress with belt for coming winter season.
Lunch time has come, with no doubt, we went to Nhu Lan to grab Vietnamese rolls. As usual, I go for BBQ Chicken roll. It is cheap and tasty. It cost $3.80 only. Thanks to Kyra, my classmate who brought me there few times before. And I think I saw Johnson and I helped him on getting the plastic bag. =p
Going to attend chanting session @ Flagstaff Lynn's place tonight. Mom called me on Skype before heading out. It was a very good discussion with her about buddhism practice and everything. I am going to wear the lovely pink jacket given from 舅母. Somehow, I am so appreciate that I am a fortune baby and get to know this practice because at the meant time, it is my support, my energy to get myself back to a normal person in this critical hard time after all the incidents happened in the past two months.
It is never easy to move on without relying on the power of Gohonzon support. Everytime I question myself in front of Gohonzon and I feel all the karma are blowing in front of me and therefore no complaint but chant to transform to good fortune and beneficial. Time will tell....?
So glad that met a few members at Lynn's meeting. And I get to know Mel that Lucia mentioned that she is going to start her own chanting session every Thursday at Parkville. Everyone have to introduced themselves in the meeting, I guess we are all new? When it is Katrina turn, I feel so touching because I have the exactly same feeling how hard time to cope in the difficulties. She's been chanting at kaikan everyday sometime back then where she's the only one there. It is exactly what I am doing for everyday now. I shared my first time, 5 hours chanting session held last Monday with Jamie and also joined Jacaranda to polish myself and my stubbornness attitude problem.
Katrina invite me to go over her place for chanting whenever. I feel so glad that I am supported by YWD around me. Without them, I believe there is no way I can not stand till now.
My day ended with a good smile and tiredness.
XOXO
My day ended with a good smile and tiredness.
XOXO
Saturday, May 12, 2012
Aquarium day
Dearest,
Surprisingly I woke up in the early morning to get myself prepared and visit Melbourne Aquarium! We started our tour at 10:30am and because I checked their website that myki holder get 20% off, my concession ticket price is deducted another 20% =) Everyone do not need to pay full price.
Look at these little penguins, well actually there are 2 species here. One with orange feet, another type is king penguins with black feet. There are not little at all. They are sooooooooooooo cute and adorable!
Surprisingly I woke up in the early morning to get myself prepared and visit Melbourne Aquarium! We started our tour at 10:30am and because I checked their website that myki holder get 20% off, my concession ticket price is deducted another 20% =) Everyone do not need to pay full price.
Look at these little penguins, well actually there are 2 species here. One with orange feet, another type is king penguins with black feet. There are not little at all. They are sooooooooooooo cute and adorable!
After aquarium, we went to have lunch at The Quarter, Degraves.
I ordered pasta with salmons (Penne Salmon) Yummy! $21.50
After lunch, we went to Little Cupcakes, Jane is addict to their mini cupcakes. And it is affordable to have cupcake with coffee for only $4.
Then, we walked to Rusell St where they going to Philip Island with tour meet up point located. And for myself am gonna do all the groceries shopping for whole afternoong-evening.
First of all, I went to Great Eastern to grab some maggies but there is nothing left there, and I been searching for anchovies stocks but failed to find it. I grab Brahim chicken curry sauce. Mmm, then I also grab a pack of Uncle Sun - Sup Ginseng Ayam, I wonder how it taste like cause I have not boil soup for long! Drool... Last but not least, A1 Bak Kut Teh Herbs!
Besides these, I got a pack of Sultan Biscuits which is very popular at pasar malam where I used to buy for my supplement snack! muahaha XD Oh, and I found 100% Seaweed flavour Brown Rice Rolls. Recalling myself, first tasting at Toshi and Kyoko-san place couple weeks ago and I could not find it at Footscray several Vietnamese convenience stores. =( Not to forget to stock up my Nescafe 3 in 1 coffee sachets.
Laguna Oriental Supermarket is the second stop on my groceries shopping plan. Failed to get anchovies stocks again, they running out of stock on the shelf. Hakka Kaya Buns??? I was so tempting to eat buns! They are my favourite! It is product from Malaysia, definite safe to eat! Horlicks, another pack of Vigor 100 roll - sesame flavour and a tube of Tofu, ended my trip here.
Woolworths, my next stop to get on special up & go milk packets, Sakata rice cracker cheddar cheese flavours =p drool again... Doritos corn chips - cheese supreme! I had it at 舅母 place and I never forget how tasty it fill my stomach! haha Chocolate Sponge roll 2 for $5 nom nom nom!
Cadbury chocolates at reject shop! How can I forget that? Walked with handful stuff to Bourke St but they don't have it there. So I am thinking to go High point or not.
As there are possibility enough time to reach High point to check on their reject shop so I make up my mind to leave stuff at home before heading there.
Unfortunately, there is nothing there. Missed tram while walking out and have to wait for another 15 minutes in cold.
Without putting myself down for the rest of the night, I went to Aldi on the way back. Turkish delights is on special and I want to try it because the one at Perth was so tasty and the boss told me it was from Melbourne. And Aldi Wafer only selling at $0.59 a pack which is so cheap! Got 1 block of choclates, a pack with 5 mini choco bars, Bavarian chocolate cake for dessert and Triangles cheese spreads.
Ended up with a enriched day!
XOXO
Laguna Oriental Supermarket is the second stop on my groceries shopping plan. Failed to get anchovies stocks again, they running out of stock on the shelf. Hakka Kaya Buns??? I was so tempting to eat buns! They are my favourite! It is product from Malaysia, definite safe to eat! Horlicks, another pack of Vigor 100 roll - sesame flavour and a tube of Tofu, ended my trip here.
Woolworths, my next stop to get on special up & go milk packets, Sakata rice cracker cheddar cheese flavours =p drool again... Doritos corn chips - cheese supreme! I had it at 舅母 place and I never forget how tasty it fill my stomach! haha Chocolate Sponge roll 2 for $5 nom nom nom!
Cadbury chocolates at reject shop! How can I forget that? Walked with handful stuff to Bourke St but they don't have it there. So I am thinking to go High point or not.
As there are possibility enough time to reach High point to check on their reject shop so I make up my mind to leave stuff at home before heading there.
Unfortunately, there is nothing there. Missed tram while walking out and have to wait for another 15 minutes in cold.
Without putting myself down for the rest of the night, I went to Aldi on the way back. Turkish delights is on special and I want to try it because the one at Perth was so tasty and the boss told me it was from Melbourne. And Aldi Wafer only selling at $0.59 a pack which is so cheap! Got 1 block of choclates, a pack with 5 mini choco bars, Bavarian chocolate cake for dessert and Triangles cheese spreads.
Ended up with a enriched day!
XOXO
Friday, May 11, 2012
Mesopotamia
Dearest,
I am so exciting to explore Mesopotamia event at museum today. After class finish, I rush to the station with others and join Jane and Ash after meeting bro in the city. It is an interesting exhibition which somehow related to The Wonderful of Ancient Mesopotamia objects.
I still can recall last year birthday 2011 - siblings brought me to King Tut exhibition which was amazing! Jane told that Titanic exhibition was awesome too as they create the Titanic decoration atmosphere and experience exactly how the staircase and walk through in the ship. Sweet~! Wonder why would I missed that chance?!?
After exhibition, we went to see the first ever computer. Follow by, upstairs to see how human brain function and body organs.
We stayed until 5pm where the time museum closed. And take tram to Richmond. We were suppose to get down at Ikea stop but I misunderstood that dinner came first. Feel so guilty to made them walked so far to Ikea at Victoria Garden.
Ash needs to get desk, chair and bed+bed frame for his new apartment so we browse around the store.
Finally, we go for dinner at the Victoria St where full of Vietnamese restaurants. We chosen this Thanh Nga Nine Vietnamese Restaurant & Bar.
Shot view from inside seats next to window.
Classy hard cover menu, I believe Coca-Cola did sponsored this restaurant.
Jane ordered number 170
Canh chua cá
which is Vietnamese Tamarind Sour Fish Soup Steamboat $50
For appetiser, we ordered Rice paper rolls.
Below is how it display and ready into our stomach. Yum!
Jane accidentally dropped some veges on the floor and the waiters were so frightened haha
After our lovely dinner, we were waiting tram to come under cold weather and started to talk about my past. Everything and everything all store in my memory...
We managed to go Eureka tower for a night view. Below is the view to Etihad stadium (the most bright spot, there was a footy game on that night) and Art Centre at the bottom (mini Eiffel Tower)
Flinders St Station where beautiful railway lanes light on
Can you spot the mini crown logo? That is where the casino located near Eureka Tower.
It was a wonderful night view that I been dreaming to see everynight before head to bed. How I wish I could live at top floor in the city. Even if I rich enough to own one, I don't think it is safe to do live ;p
Another day has passed quick, tomorrow I am going to join Aquarium visit with them! Weird that I not have not even visited aquarium since been here for so long. Why? I always got comments from friends that it is not interesting at all. Hmmm, we shall see tomorrow =)
Good night guys!
XOXO
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Wonderful Thursday
Dearest,
Had a wonderful 4 hours chanting session alone. Although was boring and painful, but pray and action with no doubt is my continuous mind and body recharge.
During my last hour of chanting, I received text from Jane at 4:10pm informed me she will be around in Melbourne during weekend. Just some quick catch up text messages with siblings asking if they are free to reunion with our cousin. Brother has to attend Kendo class till 6:30pm and after that we then meet up our cousin at Melbourne Central.
Just before I catch up with them, I had quick call back home to mom to update everything happening today. And also I have got an scam email for job. Lucky I had discussion with bro. That was really frightened me because I have never thought Aussie will be in this situation.
Bro brought us to Oriental Spoon next to Melbourne Central for dinner. They just went to DFO and it is Ash birthday on Saturday! We ordered a hot pot and 2 barbeque dishes - Pork and beef. They both were so yummy!
Today is such an enrich day! =)
XOXO
Wednesday, May 9, 2012
Maribyrnong Meeting Wednesday night
Dearest,
Anyway, I still put myself in hurry situation to get to Charles class. We were meant to complete the balance powerpoint slides notes from last week and do assessment 2 in the class.
I slept in around 3.30am in the morning and only had one cup of coffee during breakfast and it was so surprised that I didn't take any RedBull in the afternoon. After all, I intended to head back home during break but because my knee is bruise and sore, I chose to stayed in the campus. However, I walked to the library to borrow some magazines but unfortunately VU library doesn't allow students to borrow! How crucial is that?! There are so many information on the business magazines and not everyone could afford to buy them especially poor student like me! ARGH!!! Thus, how could possible to stay in the library all day just to browse them? >.< VU library should change their policies! Maybe is a good thing if I could suggest it?
Oh well, head back to class and continue my net surfing on laptop and lunch.
Got a lovely message from Jamie, she will attend the group meeting tonight which make my day!
She is such a lovely woman and always encourage me not to give up chanting and faith.
I find it so hard to have such supports from other people in SGI because I'm uncomfortable share thoughts and problems to all people whom I don't get well known enough yet. But Jamie has been with me all the time since my problems has not started, started, and until now. The bond between us support each other by daimoku, it is totally amazing. Not all leaders or members would actually give commitment when comes to personal problems.
The Wi-Fi at uni so terrible these two days. I have to admit myself which is an excuse for leaving early. Therefore, I told Trevor so and before that, we were shown a video clip about an ambient advertisement washing machine. Please click on The sexiest ad ever made with topless woman to view the video.
Left uni around 3.15pm to get some work done and rest but eventually end up watching HK dramas. Somehow it makes me addicted when the story plot drag to high point.
When I was just about to get some sleep, Daniel called me while his on his way to James place, and finally Julia had his readings. I have that sense that whatever she wrote is so true and apparently Daniel is interested those mystery just like me. =p It is really difficult to explain how is that happen when people have that special abilities. Guess what? Daniel start teasing me again about James. sweat @_@"
Alright, shut up now and had a quick nap. I started to feel exhausted as time to wake up for dinner and go for meeting. Good time management today and caught the 7.05pm tram at Stop 64. By the time I reached Toshi place it is still early. Passing by Jamie's car I realised that I walked pass Toshi house.
Chanting started at 7.20pm, and gradually members coming in. There are two new friends couple joining Maribyrnong group today. They are from Brazil and live in Footscray! =) What a coincidence. Johnson is the guy I met from S&J meeting joins today meeting here. He shared his experience about the car accident. Toshi shared the 5 hours marathon chanting that Jamie and I breakthrough on Monday as witnesses. And I absolutely like what Toshi wife - Kyoko-san mentioned to do it consistently everday even it is 5 or 10 minutes after morning and afternoon gongkyo. With no doubt, I agreed.
I shared that everyday after class finish at 4pm I will definitely go to Kaikan and do gongkyo and chanting because it is much more focus for me to have Gohonzon in front of me than doing at home due to so many distraction and my loud volume. It is very tired to do it everyday but I am happy and willing to do it myself without any forces. This also remind me Jamie warm reminder "Fruit is ripe at right time; can't rush ripe fruit."
Self-human revolution is so important in daily life. How to apply this concept, I wonder still.
The reason why I ask myself this question because I am a very stubborn person, I will do whatever according the feeling at the time I want to. How can one have self-control? Through prayers I wish.
Sensei guidance is my daily recharge energy in everyday to-do-list. If not, I would barely survive until now through all the suffering and struggle everyday since that incident happened. =( It is difficult to explain how painful is that to cope with the situation we denied to accept and pray for happiness changes due to my stubbornness.
Meeting end at nearly 9pm. Have a quick catch up with Teo and Jamie and I walked to tram station. Jamie offered me to stay in car until tram come for safety reason but I rejected politely. And Ricardo and Marcia came and offered to send me home. Both of them are so sweet and nice. =) They are living pretty close to my apartment which is very fortunate because it is close to VCC too.
Totally exhausted since I got home. Saw a message on Skype that Simon left. Haven't catch up with him for couple of months I suppose. I shouldn't have made him worried and reply him shortly. And got a missed called from parent. So I just want to make sure they are alright and have a quick chat. Shower, laundry, sleep...
I know I am suppose to get up and dry the clothes but eventually... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! LOL
XOXO
Tuesday, May 8, 2012
Merchants of Cool
Dearest,
Only had a maximum 2 hours sleep for Sun-Mon because I have to finish up the major assignment to one of my subject - Evaluate International Marketing Opportunities as I was struggling to complete the Italy information for FedEx company =/
In George class we were told to watched movie about the Merchants of Cool - Hunting for cool.
Such a boring time because we were signed off around 10.30am. =.=" Oh yeah, I got back assignment 1 and manage to score 17/20! cool~
However, we were all stayed in the class to do portfolio/wasting time.
Went to Kaikan after class on 3.30pm for 40 minutes chanting. Feel great after and was incredible surprised that I wasn't feel sleepy at all with minimal sleeps in this morning.
Had a great chat with mom before she went to fetch dad. Told her how suffering I saw to that bastard bro who showing the "funny" attitude as a leader in the meeting.
I saw a post on http://dailyguidance.blogspot.com.au , such a shame to have a leader with bad attitude towards members. To me, in Buddhism, everyone is equal. "No matter how great your knowledge of Buddhist doctrines, without practice, it will be incomplete."
Cooked Maggie for dinner + egg + steamboat meats yum! burp~~~ had late shower and catch up some HK dramas as usual.
XOXO
Only had a maximum 2 hours sleep for Sun-Mon because I have to finish up the major assignment to one of my subject - Evaluate International Marketing Opportunities as I was struggling to complete the Italy information for FedEx company =/
In George class we were told to watched movie about the Merchants of Cool - Hunting for cool.
Such a boring time because we were signed off around 10.30am. =.=" Oh yeah, I got back assignment 1 and manage to score 17/20! cool~
However, we were all stayed in the class to do portfolio/wasting time.
Went to Kaikan after class on 3.30pm for 40 minutes chanting. Feel great after and was incredible surprised that I wasn't feel sleepy at all with minimal sleeps in this morning.
Had a great chat with mom before she went to fetch dad. Told her how suffering I saw to that bastard bro who showing the "funny" attitude as a leader in the meeting.
I saw a post on http://dailyguidance.blogspot.com.au , such a shame to have a leader with bad attitude towards members. To me, in Buddhism, everyone is equal. "No matter how great your knowledge of Buddhist doctrines, without practice, it will be incomplete."
Cooked Maggie for dinner + egg + steamboat meats yum! burp~~~ had late shower and catch up some HK dramas as usual.
XOXO
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